Recently, a certain friend spoke about visiting Kanteerava Stadium, on a reporting assignment.
She went there at the wrong time. It was empty, not a soul out there on the stadium, gaping back at her, hollow and bare. And she said, "It hits you suddenly, how alone you are, nobody with you and you are all by yourself to figure out what to do next, where to go, whom to ask."
"That is how it is in life, isn't it?"
People who were fast friends once are strangers today. Strangers seem more familiar. The guy you spoke your heart out to once upon a time today thinks before saying hello to you. The girl who you thought knew everything about you, waiting on you head and foot, today doesn't stop to look if you are alive, and how.
Feelings, changing, changing, turning around, sooner or later. And my friend was right. That is how life is. You are out on this field that is your reason to be, and it is once full, once empty, but each time, you are out there alone. To fight your own battle. The closest of friends, the truest of lovers absent in the face of the magnanimous.
Just you and life, standing face to face, in neutral silence. Armed or otherwise.
You accept it. Because soon you see that is the way it is, not a handicap, but the rule of the game. This is the way you have to play it. After a point of time, you notice others too, all alone, standing in their very own Kanteerava Stadiums,empty or not.
And then you know you are not lonely.
Growing together, not apart.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
promise to my frnds
When you are sad
I will dry your tears
When you are scared
I will comfort your fears
When you are worried
I will give you hope
When you are confused
I will help you cope
When you are lost
And can't see the light
I shall be your beacon
Shining ever so bright
This is my oath
I pledge till the end
Why you may ask
Because you're a friend
I will dry your tears
When you are scared
I will comfort your fears
When you are worried
I will give you hope
When you are confused
I will help you cope
When you are lost
And can't see the light
I shall be your beacon
Shining ever so bright
This is my oath
I pledge till the end
Why you may ask
Because you're a friend
THE MOST BEATIFUL-FrIeNd
How do you describe a friendship?
Well, I think it's someone with whom who you can pal around,
someone to give you advice,
someone who will listen with both ears,
someone to laugh with and cry with too.
When you've got a friend who's been there for you through thick and thin, ..........:-))))))))
Well, I think it's someone with whom who you can pal around,
someone to give you advice,
someone who will listen with both ears,
someone to laugh with and cry with too.
When you've got a friend who's been there for you through thick and thin, ..........:-))))))))
Thursday, January 24, 2008
the-DAD....
My Daddy said he had a gift
That he'd like to give to me
.Oh so, many years ago,
As I sat upon his knee.
He said it would last forever
And that it could never be lost.
And to me he'd freely give it,
to me, no matter what the cost.
He whispered how he loved me more
than all the stars above.
Then promised to always keep me safe,
and warm within his love.
He explained his gift was precious
no limit on what it would bring
.And prayed one day I'd understand,
just what his gift would mean.
He said his gift would see me
Through good times and the bad.
And that his gift would feel the pain,
from things that made me sad.
I know you must still wonder
just what this gift could be.
What was it my daddy gave me,
long ago, as I sat upon his knee?
I suppose that I should tell you
although it's plain to see.
For my Daddy opened up his Heart,
and gave his treasured love to me.
That he'd like to give to me
.Oh so, many years ago,
As I sat upon his knee.
He said it would last forever
And that it could never be lost.
And to me he'd freely give it,
to me, no matter what the cost.
He whispered how he loved me more
than all the stars above.
Then promised to always keep me safe,
and warm within his love.
He explained his gift was precious
no limit on what it would bring
.And prayed one day I'd understand,
just what his gift would mean.
He said his gift would see me
Through good times and the bad.
And that his gift would feel the pain,
from things that made me sad.
I know you must still wonder
just what this gift could be.
What was it my daddy gave me,
long ago, as I sat upon his knee?
I suppose that I should tell you
although it's plain to see.
For my Daddy opened up his Heart,
and gave his treasured love to me.
Saturday, January 19, 2008
ma poem for.......:::
Zindagi ki tapti dhoop mai ek thanda saya paya hai mai ne
Jab kholi aankh to apni maa ko muskorata howa paya hai mai ne
Jab bhi maa ka naam liya,
os ka beshomaar pyar paya hai mai ne
Jab koi dard mehsoos howa, jab koi mushkil aayi,
apne pehle apni maa ko paya hai mai ne
Jaagti rahi who raat bhar mere liyeJaane kitni raatein,
osay jagaya hai mai ne
Zindagi ke har moadh(mor) par jab hui gumrah manjil,
uski hidaayat par, pakarli seedhi raah mai ne
Jis ki dua se har moseebat loat jaye,
aisa farishta paya hai mai ne
meri har fiker ko jan ne wali,mere jazbaaton ko pehcanne wali,
aisi hasti payi hai mai ne
Meri zindagi sirf meri maa hai,Isi ke liye to,
Is zindagi ki shama jala rakkhi hai mai ne
..........
Jab kholi aankh to apni maa ko muskorata howa paya hai mai ne
Jab bhi maa ka naam liya,
os ka beshomaar pyar paya hai mai ne
Jab koi dard mehsoos howa, jab koi mushkil aayi,
apne pehle apni maa ko paya hai mai ne
Jaagti rahi who raat bhar mere liyeJaane kitni raatein,
osay jagaya hai mai ne
Zindagi ke har moadh(mor) par jab hui gumrah manjil,
uski hidaayat par, pakarli seedhi raah mai ne
Jis ki dua se har moseebat loat jaye,
aisa farishta paya hai mai ne
meri har fiker ko jan ne wali,mere jazbaaton ko pehcanne wali,
aisi hasti payi hai mai ne
Meri zindagi sirf meri maa hai,Isi ke liye to,
Is zindagi ki shama jala rakkhi hai mai ne
..........
first and foremost...relation in d world-"MOM"
A woman believed to be the mother of a 2-year-old whose body was found in Galveston Bay told police she and the girl’s stepfather beat and tortured the child to death, court documents show.
The details, in a statement Kimberly Dawn Trenor gave to police, paint a chilling picture of the last days of the girl investigators called “Baby Grace” as they worked for weeks to learn her identity.
Investigators are awaiting DNA test results but said Monday they are “fairly confident” that the body a fisherman found in a plastic box Oct. 29 is that of Riley Ann Sawyers. Trenor, 19, and her husband, Royce Clyde Zeigler II, were in custody on charges of hurting the girl.
“It was a few weeks ago I held up this little shoe and asked, ’Who is Baby Grace? Who does this belong to?”’ sheriff’s Maj. Ray Tuttoilmondo said at a news conference. “We’re now fairly confident we know the answer to that.”
An autopsy revealed three skull fractures, but the cause of death has not been determined.
Tuttoilmondo said he could not discuss details of the little girl’s death, but Trenor said in her police statement, first reported by Houston television station KTRK, that she and Zeigler, 24, killed her July 24.
Dave Einsel / AP
Kimberly Ann Trenor
The girl was beaten with leather belts, had her head held underwater in a bathtub and then was thrown across a room, her head slamming into a tile floor, Trenor said in the document. She said they kept the body in a storage shed for one to two months before they put it in a plastic bin and dumped it into Galveston Bay.
Trenor’s attorney, Tom Stickler, said she has cooperated with authorities. He declined to comment about her statement to investigators.
'No doubt' on ID“But from what she said, there is no doubt that the girl found is Riley Sawyers,” Stickler said.
Trenor and Zeigler were arrested early Saturday and charged with injury to a child and tampering with evidence, Tuttoilmondo said. Bail was set at $350,000 each. The couple’s next court appearance was expected to be scheduled on Tuesday.
AP
Royce Clyde Zeigler II is the boyfriend of the dead girl's mother.
Wendell Odom, Zeigler’s attorney, declined to comment on the case except to say Zeigler grew up in Spring, about 75 miles north of Galveston, and works as an instrument technician in the oil industry.
Trenor and Zeigler met a couple of years ago playing an online game, World of Warcraft, and she moved with her daughter from suburban Cleveland to Spring in June, Stickler said.
Riley’s paternal grandmother, Sheryl Sawyers, hadn’t seen her granddaughter in months when she saw a police sketch of “Baby Grace.” Thinking it might be Riley, she called authorities in Texas.
'Resting peacefully'In Mentor, Ohio, on Monday, Sawyers wiped away tears at a news conference and held up the Elmo doll she had already bought Riley for Christmas.
“It’s hard to think that I’ll never see her again,” she said.
The Sawyers family’s attorney, Laura DePledge, said they take comfort in knowing that the girl is “resting peacefully and is no longer subject to abuse.”
DePledge said Trenor and Sawyers’ son, Robert Sawyers, also of Mentor, had been high school sweethearts. Sheryl Sawyers said she has not seen Riley since the girl and Trenor moved to Texas.
Robert Sawyers, who works in an auto-parts store, was never married to Trenor but lived with her and their daughter in his parents’ home for about two years. He and Trenor split up after March 31, when he was charged with domestic violence against her.
DePledge said there was insufficient evidence to support the charge, which was reduced to disorderly conduct. Robert Sawyers is now married and has a 3-month-old son.
Riley “had a very big imagination for such a little girl,” he said of his daughter. “She could play with anything and have fun with it.”
Tuttoilmondo said Trenor had told relatives that someone claiming to be a social worker from Ohio took the girl in July.
Tuttoilmondo said investigators became emotionally involved in determining the little girl’s identity.
“Any way you look at it, we carry a piece of her with us and will always carry a little piece of her with us,” he said. “She’s still our little girl.”
:-)))))))))))))))...........??????????
The details, in a statement Kimberly Dawn Trenor gave to police, paint a chilling picture of the last days of the girl investigators called “Baby Grace” as they worked for weeks to learn her identity.
Investigators are awaiting DNA test results but said Monday they are “fairly confident” that the body a fisherman found in a plastic box Oct. 29 is that of Riley Ann Sawyers. Trenor, 19, and her husband, Royce Clyde Zeigler II, were in custody on charges of hurting the girl.
“It was a few weeks ago I held up this little shoe and asked, ’Who is Baby Grace? Who does this belong to?”’ sheriff’s Maj. Ray Tuttoilmondo said at a news conference. “We’re now fairly confident we know the answer to that.”
An autopsy revealed three skull fractures, but the cause of death has not been determined.
Tuttoilmondo said he could not discuss details of the little girl’s death, but Trenor said in her police statement, first reported by Houston television station KTRK, that she and Zeigler, 24, killed her July 24.
Dave Einsel / AP
Kimberly Ann Trenor
The girl was beaten with leather belts, had her head held underwater in a bathtub and then was thrown across a room, her head slamming into a tile floor, Trenor said in the document. She said they kept the body in a storage shed for one to two months before they put it in a plastic bin and dumped it into Galveston Bay.
Trenor’s attorney, Tom Stickler, said she has cooperated with authorities. He declined to comment about her statement to investigators.
'No doubt' on ID“But from what she said, there is no doubt that the girl found is Riley Sawyers,” Stickler said.
Trenor and Zeigler were arrested early Saturday and charged with injury to a child and tampering with evidence, Tuttoilmondo said. Bail was set at $350,000 each. The couple’s next court appearance was expected to be scheduled on Tuesday.
AP
Royce Clyde Zeigler II is the boyfriend of the dead girl's mother.
Wendell Odom, Zeigler’s attorney, declined to comment on the case except to say Zeigler grew up in Spring, about 75 miles north of Galveston, and works as an instrument technician in the oil industry.
Trenor and Zeigler met a couple of years ago playing an online game, World of Warcraft, and she moved with her daughter from suburban Cleveland to Spring in June, Stickler said.
Riley’s paternal grandmother, Sheryl Sawyers, hadn’t seen her granddaughter in months when she saw a police sketch of “Baby Grace.” Thinking it might be Riley, she called authorities in Texas.
'Resting peacefully'In Mentor, Ohio, on Monday, Sawyers wiped away tears at a news conference and held up the Elmo doll she had already bought Riley for Christmas.
“It’s hard to think that I’ll never see her again,” she said.
The Sawyers family’s attorney, Laura DePledge, said they take comfort in knowing that the girl is “resting peacefully and is no longer subject to abuse.”
DePledge said Trenor and Sawyers’ son, Robert Sawyers, also of Mentor, had been high school sweethearts. Sheryl Sawyers said she has not seen Riley since the girl and Trenor moved to Texas.
Robert Sawyers, who works in an auto-parts store, was never married to Trenor but lived with her and their daughter in his parents’ home for about two years. He and Trenor split up after March 31, when he was charged with domestic violence against her.
DePledge said there was insufficient evidence to support the charge, which was reduced to disorderly conduct. Robert Sawyers is now married and has a 3-month-old son.
Riley “had a very big imagination for such a little girl,” he said of his daughter. “She could play with anything and have fun with it.”
Tuttoilmondo said Trenor had told relatives that someone claiming to be a social worker from Ohio took the girl in July.
Tuttoilmondo said investigators became emotionally involved in determining the little girl’s identity.
“Any way you look at it, we carry a piece of her with us and will always carry a little piece of her with us,” he said. “She’s still our little girl.”
:-)))))))))))))))...........??????????
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